Heavy

It's heavy and I know
That it all just has to go
The slits reaching my wrists
Will bleed me dry
So I just try

I drink and then I think
and the more I do I sink
into a world so filled with hate
Can I fight
Find the light

And I grasp and I will plead
Begging for them not to leave
Because alone we are just scared
So help me stand
Take my hand

It will always be ok
The world turns again today
and my thoughts so filled with grey
will see sunrise
I will rise

The phoenix only comes
when the burning down is done
and the ashes have left nothing else behind
So I let go
Nothing to know

Nothing to know
So I let go.