Where the line gets crossedor the wind blows freewhere the handcuffs cutand the breaking oh the breakingYou never taught me how to love.We are born to needborn to fightwe should be born to lovebut we are taught we're wrong.this way, that wayhighs and lowspain and pleasureso so so alone.Whats conditional?your attentionyour kindessyour prioritiesyour life?How do... Continue Reading →
Dwell
Sometimes I think I might go to hell.That in this suffering I will dwelland the secrets I will never tellwill be the reason that I fell.I always say it's not that deepthe memories, the score we keepthe way we think, the tears we weepare only just below our feet.No permanence nor attachment foundto try and... Continue Reading →
Metamorphosis of the Soul
In the silence where shadows weep,A cocoon of doubts wraps tight and deep.Lost in the maze of yesteryears,I shed the skin of olden fears.The night, it seemed, would never end,A tempest where the will might bend.Yet in the storm, the seed is sown,For even in darkness, the heart has grown.I was the leaf, clinging in... Continue Reading →
Remember
I want to tell you that I love youbut you don't know who you aremaybe you're nearbyor maybe oh so farThe reaching of your soulacross the waters deepthe sounds of children laughing of the memories we keepSomeday we may forgetall the beauty we enjoyedonly focused on the painthat pulled us to the voidWhen disconnection comesand... Continue Reading →
Unremarkable
I will die unremarkable,that’s the way that it must beBecause I’m generally so helpful and special at no thing Accepting this to be my truthIn this one of many lives Where I touched a thousand soulsAnd then faded into light Some may say it’s sadThat I never did much more With this mind and body... Continue Reading →
Heavy
It's heavy and I know That it all just has to go The slits reaching my wrists Will bleed me dry So I just try I drink and then I think and the more I do I sink into a world so filled with hate Can I fight Find the light And I grasp and... Continue Reading →
Playground
A boy stuck in a man’s body A little girl dying to be seen We walk around a playground where the grass is never green Oh love, can you hear me? I’m right across the way Oh love, can you feel me? I’m here, it’s time to play The gravel's rough and the wind is... Continue Reading →
What is
Good things don’t goThe good always staysPeople aren’t around so muchcommunication stopsyou grieve the loss of intersection but the good is never lostwhat was was thereand it served youthrough pain and pleasure and surprise because it was something new and the space it took up in your life oriented you to this vast world if... Continue Reading →
Waiting
Every day I wake again My thoughts they turn to you My eyes are tired I rise and shine Another thing to do I'll make my special coffee I'll sit and close my eyes I'll breathe a bit And listen to The questions that arise The stop light shines so bright Is it red or... Continue Reading →
Gross
So gross is this worldOf flesh and boneBacteria and bloodVessels of stored beliefOf pain and pleasure,Which is just pain waiting to happenCrawl out from underThe weight on my heartThe confusion of my thoughtsThe deterioration of my bodyLeave it be It’s not the plotIt’s the spaceshipNot the pilotNor the destination Be open and connectMelt it down... Continue Reading →