So gross is this worldOf flesh and boneBacteria and bloodVessels of stored beliefOf pain and pleasure,Which is just pain waiting to happenCrawl out from underThe weight on my heartThe confusion of my thoughtsThe deterioration of my bodyLeave it be It’s not the plotIt’s the spaceshipNot the pilotNor the destination Be open and connectMelt it down... Continue Reading →
Too much
When too much is being said not enough is heard when too much is being shown not enough is seen when too much energy comes in not enough is felt when not enough is felt we don't notice the pain when the pain goes unnoticed it turns in to disease when the disease grows it... Continue Reading →
Waking up
When you wake up in the morningThat moment that arrivesWhere you body and mind openEven before your eyes And the inner world of last nights dreamsThe thoughts of yesterdayOr maybe 10 years ago it seemsCome flowing in to play What day is it today again?When do I have to rise?As I catalog my have tosHave... Continue Reading →
Dragons
The scariest dragons are the ones you don’t see The ones of control and uncertainty They will keep you in fear And threaten your death They will trick you, distract you Shield truths of what’s best These dragons wear masks to hide in plain site They convince you they’re safe So you let them inside... Continue Reading →
Choices
I don’t need to drink I don’t need to cry I don’t need to live I don’t need to die This is my task This time and this place It may not be easy It may not feel safe I can decide What path it will take I can choose to be true... Continue Reading →
If this week was your last
I listened to a story today about a man that lost his girlfriend to cystic fibrosis. It was a touching story and one that forces you in to awareness. The awareness that we think we always have more time. More time to do the things we always wanted. To travel, to write a book, to... Continue Reading →