Why

Why do I stay focused
on meeting others needs
It never works out in the end
When I just try and please

Why do I think its possible
to avoid creating pain
When it always causes problems
Here we go again

Why do we even try
to have any expectations?
Its all just focused on control
And manipulation

How do we let go
just living through our hearts
Facing all the consequence
Of creating our own art

We ebb and flow
We think we know
We try and fail again
We start a path
Then turn around
and end up in a spin

It all stops now
no more questions
stuck in my why and how
I look within
and find my peace
and just live in the now