Sometimes I think I might go to hell.That in this suffering I will dwelland the secrets I will never tellwill be the reason that I fell.I always say it's not that deepthe memories, the score we keepthe way we think, the tears we weepare only just below our feet.No permanence nor attachment foundto try and... Continue Reading →
Metamorphosis of the Soul
In the silence where shadows weep,A cocoon of doubts wraps tight and deep.Lost in the maze of yesteryears,I shed the skin of olden fears.The night, it seemed, would never end,A tempest where the will might bend.Yet in the storm, the seed is sown,For even in darkness, the heart has grown.I was the leaf, clinging in... Continue Reading →
Gross
So gross is this worldOf flesh and boneBacteria and bloodVessels of stored beliefOf pain and pleasure,Which is just pain waiting to happenCrawl out from underThe weight on my heartThe confusion of my thoughtsThe deterioration of my bodyLeave it be It’s not the plotIt’s the spaceshipNot the pilotNor the destination Be open and connectMelt it down... Continue Reading →
Rise Above
My hands are soft My heart yields the breeze of morning brushes the hair from my face. I reach out for you with humble grace Do you hear me? No noise can call in with any force that which is meant for us this cosmic dance is a movement of steps, a flow we resist... Continue Reading →
A New Day
When the dawn comes And the new light of a new day enters What will we see? Reflections of the past Or possibilities of the future Or allow in the illumination Of the here and now Of the truth we don’t want to bear Because our minds would judge to harshly Our hearts would weep... Continue Reading →
Back to the Flesh
Born into fleshWhat a wild rideCells keep dividingThe pull of the mind. Trying to exitWhile motion endlessThat knows not whyNot what, nor what for Just pain and learningSuffering and confusionIn a world programmed By memes and masculine paradigms of tribal half truths Desire so blindWhile so loud Soften back into fleshGrab each others handIt’s such... Continue Reading →
The Waters of Life
The waters of life rush through my heart With every breath and beat they flow No stillness in the body No pausing of the soul It flows it flows Sometimes I think I can stop the flow The ride is too fast The change too great And this just causes pain The river running through... Continue Reading →
Choosing
If we are choosing to operate through love Then fear can not have a voice Our truth can not be clouded Our anxiety can not close our hearts If we choose love We choose to show up With courage Even to say we need silence We need space Even to say I’m suffering And I... Continue Reading →
Spirit
The pull and the push of Spirit The sound cannot be touched Yet it has color in the mind It has vibration in the chest It whispers when the water flows It yells when the storm is near It carries light through the heart One presence in the breath One heartbeat in the chest One... Continue Reading →
Waking up
When you wake up in the morningThat moment that arrivesWhere you body and mind openEven before your eyes And the inner world of last nights dreamsThe thoughts of yesterdayOr maybe 10 years ago it seemsCome flowing in to play What day is it today again?When do I have to rise?As I catalog my have tosHave... Continue Reading →